Hey, y'all! I am still quitting smoking. I'm about 3 weeks into it, and I am a gross, sweaty mess of a zombie person.
This feels like having flu with a chest cold on top of it.
This is where I should probably say- don't smoke, but I'm not going to do that. I started smoking b/c it was the least worst option at one of the lowest points in my life. It helped me to not self-harm and kept me on my feet and moving forward. It gave me a way to be sociable when I was feeling really unhappy with myself and not sure people would want to know me.
So if you are still smoking? I get it.
I am afraid of getting cancer, and Josh doesn't smoke. And I want to spend as much time with Josh as I possibly can. So I'm quitting.
Please enjoy some photos. It may be photo blog updates until I get thru this hump on quitting.